Fuck her for getting in that cab. Fuck her for fucking with my mind. Fuck her for not knowing what she wants. Fuck her for dragging me into it. , fuck her for being such a fantastic kisser. Fuck her for running my favourite band. Fuck her for not getting my hopes up. Fuck her for making my hopes useless. Fuck her for taking off with my fucking jacket.
Fuck me for always getting into situations like this. Fuck me for caring. Fuck me for not knowing what I want. Fuck me for wavering. Fuck me for not kissing her back in the right way. Fuck me for getting my hopes up. Fuck me for not having more realistic hopes. Fuck me for giving her my fucking jacket.